Uni Update

Just thought I’d quickly let you know that my application was unsuccessful.

I contacted the uni to find out why and they told me that it was due to the sheer number of applications.  I think I mentioned previously that there were over 800 applicants for 60 places.  This is because of a new system they have in place, which means that no-one is allowed to state a preference for which uni they wish to attend.  Previously, people were being turned down because they didn’t state a particular uni as their first choice, and for no other reason. With the new application system, all the stated universities receive the application, but they don’t know who does and doesn’t want to be there, so each application has to be looked and everyone interviewed.  What this means is that people who really want to go to one university might get pushed out because of someone who really doesn’t want to go there. However, it’s not all bad.  Should someone refuse a place they’ve been offered, because they have also been offered a place at a uni they really want to go to, then that place becomes available.  This is called ‘clearing’.

When I spoke to the uni this morning, they told me I had been placed in clearing, for no other reason than numbers.  So, now I have to wait until August to find out whether any places are available, which leaves me in limbo.  I have accepted the offer of the HND course at college, but obviously I’d like to go to uni.  It’s six and half a dozen really, because if I do the first year of the HND then I can apply straight to second year, so it wouldn’t take any longer than going straight to uni this year. Obviously I’m a little disappointed, but as the old saying goes: There’s more than one way to skin a cat!

*Please ignore the original  title of this post: ‘Fail’. I changed it within my editor, along with the post slug, but it doesn’t appear to make any difference.  I started writing the post and title just after I found out my interview had been unsuccessful. I then decided to hold off writing the rest of the post until I spoke to the uni, which I did, obviously.  It was a spur of the moment title, but I couldn’t change it, and for some strange reason, it has changed! Weird!

**Please note that I have not, and will never, skin any cats!

(Please ignore the title of this post! I changed it within my editor, along with the post slug, but it doesn’t appear to make any difference.  I wrote that title just after I found out my interview had been unsuccessful.  I decided to hold off on writing the rest of the post until I had spoken to un
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New Project

I took a week off blogging and I have been sitting for the past few days trying to figure out exactly what painting I should be doing over the summer holidays.  Actually, I have been trying to write this post for a couple of days. I want to challenge myself, do something that I don’t normally try, push myself out of my comfort zone. I’ve been looking at images by John Bellany, whose work I’ve fallen in love with.  Bellany is a Scottish artist, famous for painting life where he grew up in a small fishing village in Port Seton.   His paintings have a raw and highly emotive quality, in part due to his growing up in a fishing community, where life was very hard, and where he grew up with strongly Calvinist values. Death was a constant part of life and it has largely featured in his work. However, humanity also plays a huge part. He portrays life as it was: hard, cruel, yet bursting with life and even humour, and it is this that made me think of my own heritage.

Male and Female Figures Chained by John Bellany - oil on board

Male and Female Figures Chained by John Bellany

Star of Bethlehem by John Bellany - Oil on canvas

Star of Bethlehem by John Bellany

Self Portrait with Accordion by John Bellany

Self Portrait with Accordion by John Bellany

You can see more of Bellany’s work at his website Bellany.com

I grew up in an area where shipbuilding had been at the heart of the community for hundreds of years.  The whole area was linked to the shipyards and was almost completely destroyed by the late 1970s and early 1980s.  Remnants of the industry are still there, but it is an extremely poor relation to what went on before. I remember as a child hearing the sirens from the yards at particular points of the day, meaning it was time to change shifts.  You used to see everyone spilling out of the huge yard doors with their sandwich boxes in their hands, and the men completely blackened.  That came to and end when I was still a child.  Everything in the area closed down and Port Glasgow and Greenock became amongst the most deprived areas in Europe.

It was a very poor area, and life was hard for the ordinary people. My mum and her family had grown up very poor, like most people in the area, but everyone had jobs. My dad told me that when you finished high school, you came out the door and walked straight into the yards.  If you didn’t like the job, you walked out and straight into the next door.  Housing standards were pretty poor, although people were very proud and kept their houses spotless.  The health of the population was also poor.  My granda had TB, which was a common disease, due to the proximity in which people lived to each other, and because of the pollution and conditions in which people lived and worked.  The infant mortality rate was 30% higher in the area than the rest of the UK up until the 1930s when it started to narrow. Alcoholism was rife, and it left a lot of people pretty messed up.  The rate of alcohol related deaths today are almost 4 times higher than the UK average with the exception of just two other places, both of which are in Glasgow, and the Port Glasgow/Greenock area has the second lowest male life expectancy in the UK, with the city of Glasgow coming lowest.   The area was also badly affected by drugs in the late early 1990s onward, claiming the lives of many people I grew up with, including my young cousin and several friends.

And yet, even given how tough life was, the community was strong as was the sense of local identity. You knew everyone on your street. You could just shout in someone’s door and walk in, and you could go wherever you wanted as a child.  The people were very proud, but knew that in times of real trouble someone would always be on hand to help out. People would sit by their windows or lean out of them and talk to everyone who passed by. I remember people congregating round my nanny’s window on a daily basis to talk to her, as she was infirm and that was her real means of connecting with the outside world.  It wasn’t a carefree time.  Certainly not from my own point of view – it was very tough. Yet, I have lots of great memories of my childhood, and as much as it has its problems, it’s my home and I can think of no better place to be. There is so much that is great about Port Glasgow:  it’s proud shipping heritage, the ingenuity of the people and their spirit.

The sense of humour is very sarcastic and deadpan – a result of being brought up in a harsh environment – which extends up the whole of the Clyde as conditions and life were pretty much the same throughout. You never know if someone is being serious or not. The people are very tough and hardy.  They are also very forward and tell it exactly as it is.  A spade’s a spade, and if you don’t like it then so be it.  However, they are the most welcoming, friendly, and outgoing people I know. It is this essence that I wish to capture.

My mum’s birthday is coming up in a few weeks and I want to paint something special.  This pushed me in the direction of doing something from home.  She loves reminders of home, since she can’t visit as often as she would like.  Now, I’m not sure how good I will be at doing this as it will be a first for me – I’ve never done any kind of social commentary – but I really hope that I can do something good.  I found some old photographs online from the old town, although I haven’t been able to find any of the street she grew up in.  However, even if I can capture the essence of life in the area, I know she’ll love it.  I wanted to show some of the photos I found, so you can get an idea for yourselves. Most are from my grandparents era, around the ’20s and ’30s, but it hadn’t changed much by the time my parents came along. There are still so many recognisable places today. I tried to get images from the ’50s and ’60s but that has proved almost impossible for me. I will add more modern photographs later.

If you click on the i at the top right hand side of the gallery you will find some information on each photograph.

For anyone wishing more information on the Port, you can visit:

Port Glasgow 4 U

Maclean Museum and Art Gallery.

You can also download this pdf:

People’s History of Port Glasgow

which I obtained from 7½, the Trust Regeneration Centre at 7½ John Wood Street.

I would like to point out that the area is going through major regeneration and many projects have been completed, whilst others are ongoing. It is hard to recognise some parts, but it is a great sight to see the area starting to prosper again.

I’d love to hear your thoughts on the subject.  Meanwhile, I can now go and start doing preliminary sketches and colour studies!

NB. All photographs were obtained from Port Glasgow 4 U, Maclean Museum and Art Gallery.

As a result of this the sense of humour is very sarcastic, deadpan – an
almost sick sense of humour, which extends up the whole of the Clyde as
conditions were pretty much the same because of the shipping industry.
You never know if someone is being serious or not.  Outsiders tend not
to get this and think people are extremely cheeky or rude.  People are
also very forward, and tell it exactly as it is, almost brutally, with
no fear of how you will take it.  A spade’s a spade. However, the people
are extremely welcoming, very friendly and very talkative. You can have
a conversation with a complete stranger at the bus stop.
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New gallery page!

I’ve been working on a new gallery for months.  Yes, months.  I’ve been on an allusive search, since I started this blog, for a gallery plugin that will allow me have a gallery on one page with submenus, instead of having to put separate galleries on individual pages, which is rather messy and annoying. I finally found a gallery a few months ago that allowed me to do what I wanted, with one exception.  It doesn’t integrate properly on my existing blog in the way I would like due to the amount of space required on the page.  It does work but the menu sits over the images, making it slightly difficult to read the menus, so I installed it in the root folder on my server.

What this means is that you can click on the link at the side of the page as usual, but it takes you to a new page which looks different from my blog, and doesn’t have all the links that are on my blog page.  However, I have a link on the gallery menu which takes you right back here.  I have also included a link in the text page of the gallery.

I have done most of the work on the gallery, and I just need to add some text to the images, but I think you’ll find that it looks rather pretty. I’d love to hear what you think about it.

You can go directly from here: My portfolio or by clicking on the link on the top-right sidebar.

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Interview Done!!!

So that’s it all done and dusted.  Had my interview at 9am this morning.  I was interviewed by 3 people individually, all asking different questions about me and my work.  It took about an hour in total, and it felt like a blur!  However, I am over the moon with how it went.  They asked how long I’ve been painting (a year) and my reasons for taking it up in the first place.  They were impressed with the amount of work I have produced in that time.  They said I should give myself a huge pat on the back!

They are also looking at the possibility of me not just going into first year, but straight into second year.  They asked me if I would be disappointed if I didn’t make second year, to which I replied that even getting into first year is a bonus. So, it appeared to all go very well.

So now I just have my interview this afternoon for college, and then I’m going home straight to bed! I’m exhausted and it’s only midday. I fear the excitement has been a little too much for me! I feel a well deserved rest coming on!

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This is what it's all been for!

No images tonight.  I started back at college yesterday.  Holiday over.  Hah! Some holiday! I have handed in almost all of my projects.  Just one to complete, but that has been put on hold. The tutors kindly offered to allow me to hand in my work next week, since I’m up to my ears in interview stuff.

That means I’ve been able to just concentrate on the interview.  For the past couple of days, I’ve been cutting up images, sorting out which images are going with what on each sheet. There is a LOT of work there.  I had no idea just how much.  When I went to my portfolio advisory image at the end of February I had about 13 A1 sheets – all gathered since the start of my course in September.  Yesterday, my tutor and I counted up 30 sheets…THIRTY…3 0…and that’s only the work that I included.  I left out a lot of work that I didn’t feel made the mark.  That means I have managed to create an additional 17 A1 sheets in little over a month.  That’s just incredible!

Even my tutors were astonished at the sheer volume.  It was expected that I would have about 20, and I thought that would be at a push.  I also have 4 sketchbooks that I’ve created since September, and several canvasses.  Last week I was actually considering calling the university and withdrawing from the interview process, as I didn’t think I would have the volume or quality of work. I’m so glad that I didn’t.  I’m also extremely happy that I decided to take on the extra course (Observational Drawing) over the Easter holidays.  I have 30 drawings from that 2 week period, which have all been mounted onto A1 sheets. They make up 3 sheets on their own, and it’s all very sketchy, which is exactly what they want to see.

Anyway, today was spent entirely on mounting all my work.  I even had to enlist the help of friends in class, who were very kind in offering their services. This morning I saw no way of getting it completed on my own, especially given that I had a meeting to attend at the end of class today, and then go out to my dad’s.  Thankfully, I managed to complete it in the nick of time.  My tutor then went through the order in which the work should be displayed, and I have to say, it looks fabulous now.  It looks really professional, and I’m delighted with my work.

This has been the culmination of 8 months of work, and throughout I have been riddled with self-doubt.  However, seeing it all today – the variety, how colourful it really looks, and to a good degree, the quality – I feel really confident about the interview. I have worked my arse off! I’m so proud of what I’ve achieved in such a short period of time.  Just under a year ago, I couldn’t draw or paint (at all), and when I look at the standard of my work today, irrespective of whether I get accepted into university or not, I know I’ve come on massively in that period, and that really is something to be proud of.

So this is it.  Tomorrow is D-Day.  I’m not nervous at all – strange, I know…given my history.  If I don’t get in this year, I’ll try again next year.  I’m feeling rather philosophical about the whole thing.  No big deal really. I also have my college interview tomorrow afternoon, but the head of department has already told me I’m getting an unconditional offer to the course.  The interview is only a formality – paperwork and all that.  Once that’s all out of the way, I just have the last bit of work to complete, and that’s my course over! What a year! It truly has been amazing.

Another plus, my blog just reached the 10,000 hit mark!  Fantastic for 10 months work!

And now, I’m off to my bed.  I’m absolutely dead on my feet. I shall sleep well tonight!

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